purse’s barely breathing
am like a waif meandering
have covered a hundred mile
dead-beat to look for hopes
can’t even check oneself
how wretched i have become
my reproach’s banging me
had i been a wiser spender,
had i been clever to choose
unswerving companions
then perhaps i am still in
my former place in the sun
i could only blame myself
for my present predicament
if there’s still hope left for me
then i pray to trip my feet on it
and i swear i’ll do better
written 12/31/2002
AMEN to that!! I Loved this...