this breath hasn't been any better
like those leaves hanging
afloat, descending into the sewer
and my own self in the same level
identical--desiccated
trees bearing their fruits
at the bottom they fall as they ripen
on the ground you'll see them abound
just like me in this pedantic bedlam
my head's in the mood for a hood
to mask my ruin if only I could
see me as I'm standing naked
clad, yet you still view me naked
you stand before me looking sacred
but instantly you'll swing to feel hatred
my feet stained with blood
those thorns you lodged
they've punctured my stand
to my wound they stayed in feast
green prairies luring me to step up
steady feet not wanting to step back
I'd still pursue, as this will be the last
I'm counting on my might
I hope my feet (for the last time) will abide
the sun is set to repose
across the sea I saw it submerged
darkness fills the space
and my eyes could see this mesh
as darkness is here to bask
and together we're glancing at my past
step by step I make my tracks
off this place encumbered with angst
and as I make my final trance
this I avow never again to slip back
there have been too many sting in my cup
and going back is unwise twice as much
I shall throw the key to the bottom of the sea
and shall never again look back
never again will I allow you to thwart my luck