UNARGUABLY ALONE

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JOURNAL # 41

I miss being loved
I miss it more than anything else
that one could imagine
and I'm not referring to anything
under the umbrella of any true
sexual content here
when I make this assertion
I refer only to the tenderness
and the affection
that joy of just knowing
that peace in spirit
which permeates your very being
when you know that you are truly
cared for and thought well of
respected and revered
desired above all others
simply because you are you
and valued beyond compare
I've not had that in a very long time
someone who will hold me just so
they can have that wonder of
holding me near to their heart
a lump forms in my throat just now
as I write this very line
I've been supplied with illusions of
that feeling many times
but they turned out to be weak
representations
that could not survive even the most
minor conflict
I am a lover without a love
told many times that I mean so much
then all too sadly walked away from
a vessel unattended for far too long
left to the elements, adrift upon 
an ocean of unseeing debris
forever floating by me
in essence
a warm blooded woman
left to cool her heals
as she alas, faces the reality
of her love lacking circumstance
'Unarguably Alone'..............
(July 2, 2014 759pm)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written in a low weak moment by a poetess who misses being loved........

 

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nettajack's picture

unarguably alone

You are preaching to the choir but preach on sister.  I feel you.  Please read my poem 'On Second Thought" I think we are of like mind.   Thank for responding to my poem and thanks for posting this one.  I enjoyed the read.

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bishu's picture

Feelings of the innermost soul beautifully portrayed

Feelings of the innermost soul beautifully portrayed Respected Madam Melissa. You are a stupendous poet and show beacons to many on this site. I am not ashamed to state that you have guided me in the past for random creations which are still on this site. May the Lord bless you Madam. Your posts are always enchanting.This particular post reveals that the writer has a "soul" and "heart" You are indeed blessed with talent(no flattery!!) ~A quiet whirring fan~


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palewingedpoetess's picture

Did you read my poem to you?

Titled, 'Brother Bishu' written 6/05/2014. Aditya's comments to about you being his next target inspired me. I've read your works too and found much insight. Now don't we sound like some cheesey mutual poetic admiration society here? laughs. Anyway, thank you for your loverly words. I don't doubt you mean them. I'm not that rude Brother Bishu! Most Sincerely, Melissa.

bishu's picture

No Sister... I looked but couldn't find it please post the link

"Cheesy mutual poetic admiration " Bravo!!!!!!! LOL LaughingNo Sister... I looked for the poem"Brother Bishu"but couldn't find it please post the link if you have the time :: Bye for now.Happy writing & living = An online brother distanced by geographical boundaries


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http://www.postpoems.org/authors/palewingedpoetess/poem/986512

here is your poem............ ta dah!

bishu's picture

OMG !!!!! I feel inflated . Just hope I dont spring a flat :-D.

OMG !!!!! I feel inflated . Just hope I dont spring a flat :-D. Thanks so so much Respected sister Melissa and Dear Aditya SmileSmile


©bishu 

 

emmenay's picture

NO, YOU AREN'T ALONE

The poem is nice with full of feeling. Yet O poetess, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. "Keep the torch burning friend...We 'll meet at the end....Of The Gunfight of OK Corral. Do not lose faith especially your faith in The God Almighty. 


Muhammad Naveed Ahmed.

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Initials: M.N. Ahmed.

palewingedpoetess's picture

Now for me it is a good day indeed..........

When my Galahad of poetry, Sir Poet himself takes up his pen for me............ but do take note, I don't wish to meet you (or any man for that matter) at the OK Corral. I would prefer a nice lovely little well lit romantic restaurant (Preferably Italian) where musicians meander about the room playing low, soft lovely inspiring music for the patrons, that to me would be a much more acceptable meeting place. Sighs!, I can almost imagine those eyes of yours now, all warm and aglow over flickering candlelight, your mesmerizing voice dripping in my ear such words of a most intimate expression. Thank you for your words of encouragement emmenay!

KingofWords's picture

Wonderful!

This is simply awesome- "I am a lover without a love". I look forward to writing a poem using this sentence from your poem as the title. Hope you don't mind. :)

palewingedpoetess's picture

Feel free to use it!

I will feel honored and my thoughts by you shall be immortalized winks.......... My thoughts are smiling! Be sure to give me a heads up when the poem is writ so I don't miss it. Sincerely, Melissa

KingofWords's picture

I've written the poem

Here goes the poem, "I am a Lover without a Love": http://www.postpoems.org/authors/mdziaulhaque2013/poem/988209. I'll be extremely thankful if you please have a read. :)

palewingedpoetess's picture

A stunning compilation...........

I just read it. Thank you so much for sharing it with me dear md......... I'm glad I could be of some inspiration poetically to someone. I get so inspired many times by my fellow poets/poetesses here on PP. It is one of the best perks about posting here. Feel free to lift any idea from any of my poems just let me know that you have and show me what you made of the said inspiration. It's always lovely to read such things. Sincerely, Melissa