BASTARD BELIEVER

Folder: 
JOURNAL # 41

verily.......

I'll confess

I've struggled in my yoke

confusion and unexpected heartbreak

have bruised mine outlook greatly

via perhaps some sick cosmic joke

upon my most precious recent memories

why, I still now even choke

I've fished in the stream of some possible

happiness

like an angler developing his finest

flick stroke

while unsure of a future that has

altered so profoundly

gentle hands of guidance

do their best to stand by me

I trek my wounds and self grudgingly forth

'Bastard Believer'

as I've become..........

(Feb 6, 2014 407pm)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

It was only upon passing through the fires of misery's hell that in this process I became a believer of sorts hence the title............

View palewingedpoetess's Full Portfolio