do we ache for illusions
sometimes
I think we must
I ache for your presence
the idea you have built up in me
of what you must be like
how will it feel to touch your
closed eye lids with my bare lips
how soft will your hair feel
I shiver at the thought of just your breath
on my skin
being in your presence is almost enough
but my want to touch you that can not be denied
it is a pull in my very soul as old as time
do you have it as bad as me
I am helpless in my ponder
your hands I can not even imagine
though secretly I do so creatively try
you are a 'Beautiful Enigma' to me
and I am besotted by the mere outline of you
my heart cracks a little bit more at the mere
idea of alas seeing you walking towards me
no longer thousands of physical miles away
but standing before me
in my very own breathing space
laying eyes upon me
that I feared would never
see such day
but always hoped
dreamed
and prayed
I just wanted you to be
aware of these very things.................
(June 26, 2009 941am)
Beautiful!
Starward
many mercis.........
you are too kind. M.