I love sand
I play in this box all day
there is nothing that I love more
by myself I play in this sand
thinking that this is what I'd rather be doing
more than anything else
but sometimes I'd rather be playing house with
my friends
I don't play house today though
instead I continue to play here in the sand
sifting and transferring small amounts of dirt
and rocks from one tin can to another
with one of my mother's green Tupperware cups
I do this over and over again
day after day
here he comes
again
I do not know how long it has been
since he last came up
on his bright blue bike
to see me
I know nothing of the length of months
or weeks
since he last appeared
I mean, I'm only four years old
the only thing I can do really well
besides play quietly by myself
is count for you on my fingers how old I am
I get warm when he comes around
I am happy and laughing
not so quiet and serious
like when I am playing by myself
in my self made sand box
by my mother's big back porch
well, there is my mommy calling me
I gotta go
bye............
(written in mid to late September 1986)