personal resolution
deeply private in matter
a scattering of thoughts
brier bushes of brambles bracketing the mind in tireless restraint
slingshots of insidious doubt skip rocks of hope across indecision's waters
their ripples ricochet around the realm of usual reason
churning up chance like butter boiling to the surface of a forgotten angry confrontation
lead weight worries keep posted vidual near my thoughts
and my aching heart holds you still so very close
the world defies this unmatchable love
amazement held in my very own hands
such grace can not be stolen from us so I do not worry in that regard
its only me who scares my heart to beat erratically so and fight my soul in darkness
for the tattered rights to be at odds with what joy only hope could allow
forever in this love with you.......
(June 3, 2001 120am)
good poem