It’ll be there if you want it to be.
It took me awhile
But I think I figured out
What you’ve trying to say to
Me all along. You’re at a
Place in in your life where
You feel like everything and
Everybody’s coming at you at
Once. You’re getting spread
Very thin at this point and time
In your life. When we became
A couple we both we happy
It all seemed great. Then
You had a string of bad luck
Car messed up, your mom had
Appointment about her heart
Which stressed you out even
more then before. Friends needs
To somebody to talk too.
Then there’s me you feel
Guilty because you
Haven’t been able
To spend time with
Like you’ve been wanting too
It’s okay I’m not mad at
You I understand all the
Emotions and everything
You’re going through.
I’ll admit I felt hurt at
First at first by the way
You said certain things to me
I thought okay
If his love for me
Can fade that I must
Not have not meant anything
To him in the first place.
But talking to you tonight
Made me realize you do
Love truly! You’ve just
a lot going on in your
Life right now at this point
And time. Even though you’d like
To have a relationship with me
You don’t know if you can
Because of money being
Tight and you’re always on the
Go. So therefore you truly
Don’t know if you want
Relationship right now I understand
That totally. But you need to decide
Between now and the time you
Visit whether you do or now
If you truly do want the feelings
For me to be there when you see
Me I believe they will be and if
You don’t they won’t remember
To think about the questions
I told you to ask yourself
And once you answer for
Yourself and your heart
The rest will be easy for you.
1/24/08
I agree with what you say here in your piece. He has to really think things through and by time of the visit he should have an answer.Whether chaos is going on in one's life one knows if they love another either way.