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Wish I hadn't done that,

Wish I'd kept my cool.

I just never get it,

I'm just such a fool.



Wish I thought you loved me,

Wish I thought you cared.

Wish you hadn't hugged me.

Wish I wasn't scared.



Wish I didn't need you,

Wish I didn't care.

Hope this doesn't bleed through,

Wish I weren't so scared.



I'd just love to hate you,

Life would change so much.

Wish I weren't straight, too.

Hate to love your touch.



Sorry for who I've been,

And for who I am.

Hate from start until end,

It's all just a scam.

      -Lo Ruhamah

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Do you see O my brothers and sisters? It is not chaos or death . . . . it is form and union and plan . . . . it is eternal life . . . . it is happiness.
-Walt Whitman

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©3 January 2003 - 1:14pm — ontheverge
6 January 2008 - 1:07am — Amber Nicholl (not verified)
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Ah don't we all have those kinds of wishes. Everytime I read something you have wrote, I like your work more.

4 January 2003 - 8:16am — oh_so_odd
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alex,
i'm sorry about the other night.....and how i'm making things turn out. I love you so much and i would hate to see our friendship disappear again. So lets keep our cool and not fight anymore okay?

*hugs and kisses*

beautiful poem too

"Hate to love your touch"
not always but sometimes....