"Cutter"

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Angry

What's become of who I have been?

When did all this bullcrap happen?

I'm bored out of my fricked up mind,

Left my once happy me behind.

Just last week my life was so fine,

Then I went and kicked my behind.

Life's so easy, nothing's too hard.

But, I'm still a freaking retard.

Friends and friendships? What's it matter?

Nothing more than mindless chatter.

Girls and girlfriends, over-rated,

Just make me so irritated.

School and work, stuff I need to do,

Too much crap to get around to.

Papa Roach has pegged my feelings,

Cutting, cussing, where's the healing?

Sorry, but I just can't do this,

I've tried before, but I just miss.

      -Lo Ruhamah

Author's Notes/Comments: 

"Many good ways."
- Zimo

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Amber Nicholl's picture

I seem to keep coming back to your work. I guess I must be a fan.

saikoubikousei's picture

Wow, that was extremely moving. Coming from one who cuts, herself, I wholeheartedly agree. What's the point in trying?

-Indy

enolalily's picture

I loved this...sorry for such a lameass comment...I just know where you're coming from..apart from that I love the style and rhythm to it..great read.
Anne

Tyla Johnson's picture

dude this poem is awesome i know this will sound kinda korny but i feel the exact same way right now last year i had everything and now i am in the same room as my (old) best friend and he doesnt even notice me i fade into the backround to him..... but anyways kick ass poem guy ttyl
~Ty

Lisa Provau's picture

look, people are gonna probably be writing all sorts of stuff in here saying that they hope you dont go and do that, but they dont understand how it is. i am a cutter too, and i know exactly how you feel. i dont have any poems on it (yet) but i feel you man!
~Dont Stop Being You~
Liser

Caitlyn McLeish's picture

i feel this way so often... i just hope you dont really give up on everything and hurt yourself... This is a great poem... Your a great writter....
~ Forever Lost ~

Cassandra Amdahl's picture

I really like this:) It's touching (sorry if that dousn lame.. but it's true) Its really nifty... -coming from a cutter-

lindsey's picture

i loved readign your poem it is so awsome it was relatable for the most part