Falling off of a cliff
faster and faster
saved by a sea of denial
but reality drowns you when you lose something you love
days seem useless
food and water taste stale
I'm nascious
wondering what the hell
why am I here if not for her
my head is heavy
my bodys fatigued
but if I sleep I will dream of her
when will the day end
when will time fly again
it feels as if she died
I try to cry but my tears are dry
I try screaming for her but i cant breathe
I'm drowning in this sea of denial
I am alone now
scared and useless
hugging my bottle
shutting out my life
drinking and drinking
drinking the knife
thats cutting my veins
i consume the denial
i swallow it down
choking on you
the reason I drown
Oh, r not those feelings o so true. I felt the same way when my boyfriend of 10mons broke up w/me. *remember the saying