You called me worthless
It took me years
To know that
Was a lie
It sunk deep into
My heart
So when people had asked me
What kind of person I was I’d reply with a smile
“I’m worthless”
You called me weak
That too took years
For me to shake off
It had clung to me
Like barbed wire
So when I peeled
It off it’s markings remained
“Am I strong enough
To pick myself back up?”
“Am I strong enough to move this box?”
I’d doubt my mental and physical strength
And to this day I still do
You called me a nobody
So when I walked
Across the street to reach my destination
I’d think to myself
“Would anyone care if that speeding car hit me?”
You called me these things
You made sure
They were branded into me.
So every time I opened my mouth I spoke as if
I were worthless, weak and a nobody.
Do not mistake my strength for kindness.
relatable
It is a shame that those words can infect us so deeply.
A constant feeling of unworthiness seems to just keep being an issue.
So much, i relate to this piece. Thanks for sharing.
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