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"Unfortunately for you"....
Its funny how I lasted
and its funny how you didn't
Its amusing seeing pain
and delightful to feel my hurt
I'm glad you have things figured out
When i can't even see past my finger tips
I'm thrilled we have the understanding
I'm happy you know me better than I do
What was i thinking, thinking i knew myself
I've forgotten that "I" dont exist
and everyone else has better knowledge
of what my heart feels and when my eyes cry
I've wondered what it feels like
To know me better than myself
Unfortunately you wont let me
In response to Paul: "irregardless" is not a word. But it really should be.
I didn't mean to make you feel the way that I did, like I know you better than yourself because I don't, and I know I don't. But when I'm left with nothing to go on, nothing said or done by you to make me understand or feel anything differently, I don't have a thing figured out. And as for what your "heart feels" and when your "eyes cry," I don't know, Molly; you won't tell me! I've become disconnected from you when I shouldn't have, and all I want is you as a friend, and irregardless of when that happens, I will still always care about what you do and what happens to you.