i wish you could have seen
the look on my face tonight
when i remembered i couldnt call you
because i said i wouldnt anymore
and i realized i wanted too
and i almost missed you but
perhaps thats why i pushed
is because i miss you but you
make it so difficult to love you
i dont know what to do anymore
maybe you could just lend me a
hand and forget i exist
Sorry, I won't forget your existence.