Insane thoughts surrounding me
Dark dreams over come my mind
Is there any way out?
Oh God please
Please take me
I dont wish to feel this way anymore
I dont think i can take it any longer
I hate life, and life hates me
I wish i could return to my place of happiness
Like i have done before
i am beyond the point of return to before
Before seems so distant, and fading like my nights dream
God, now i see that there is a reason
For what seems like never ending problems
I have yet to find why these problems are
i feel like i'm going insane
I feel like my dreams are killing me
God please
Please just take me
Back to my place of happiness
i can so relate to this. i have had the same thoughts and asked God to take me back to my happiness that i had as a child. i feel as if we are one mind in two seperate bodies. ok i know that sounded totally stupid and totally dumb but i will leave it at that.