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I don't know.

I never do.



No clue.

No care.



Cold.

Quiet.



Tired.

Dead.



Don't know what I want.

Sometimes I just want to talk.

Sometimes I want to be the asshole.

Sometimes just be held.



But never do I want to just be.

Be me, myself.



Never happy,

Never awake.



Always sad,

Always angry.



Never feel truly happy.

But good at acting how you want me to be.

I don't know.

I never do.



What is it I need?

What more could it be.

Why can't I just be happy?

Why do I worry about nothing?

Why can’t you help me?



Storm.

Head in pain.

To much thought,

Not enough feeling.



Cry.

Silent tears,

On the inside.

Not for you to see.



Something’s always wrong.

It gets the best of me sometimes.

Can't act happy.

To much to hide,

But to dumb to know.

What I’m trying to hide all the time.



I don't know.

I don't understand.

What the fuck is wrong with me.



Thought it would change everything

But still I’m not different.



I'm not.

I am.

Maybe.

But not yet.



Confused.

Lost.

Strange.

Stupid.

Smart.

Cool.

Dumb.

Ass.



Is it all there is?

Are more to add.

Is it truly me?

Or just how you label me.

But maybe how I label myself.



I don't know.

Is it all wrong?

Is it too confusing?

Too cryptic.

Too stupid.

Too fun.

Too strange.

Too wrong.

Too me?