The edge of the bridge,
Sharp rocks, miles below.
On the edge.
Ready to fall,
People drive by,
But few notice.
No one cares,
A fuckup like me,
No one knows the life I lead.
Afraid of reactions to my hidden truth.
Afraid of the torment I could receive.
Just for being me.
Afraid to live.
I stick one foot out,
Hanging in the air,
Nothing below.
Take the step,
Begin the fall.
Air rushes into your ears,
And a quiet calm takes over.
Then you hit.
A moment of all the pain,
Then the release,
The stranglehold around your neck lets go,
For a single instant you can breathe.
Before all life is lost.
The flash,
One second of complete freedom,
Before it all goes black.
Would it be worth it?
"As many live because they are afraid to die, as die because they are afraid to live."