When my heart is feeling
things I can’t understand,
I usually get out paper
and put a pen in my hand.
I write what’s inside my heart
the things inside my soul,
All my feelings that I can’t explain
what I feel is my goal.
I was really confused
about the things I felt,
So taking a pen to paper
was the only way I dealt.
Today you read my heart songs
the things that make me be me.
The things that no one else knows
the things no one else can see.
I know how I made you feel
I know you felt really bad,
But don’t feel sorry for me
Don’t feel a bit sad.
I know you say I have to hurt
truly I am not in pain,
I knew that when I fell for you
your love I would not gain.
I don’t want you to change
to act differently around me,
I don’t want you to run away
I just want you to see.
I want you to see that I need you
as a friend, and as a wall,
Someone to hold me up
when I am about to fall.
So please stand with me
please understand how I feel,
And whatever you end up doing
know that I will always be real.
Today I stood up tall
My head no longer down in shame,
No longer I stand hiding
No longer I hide my pain,
For today I let out so much
And ended all the rain...