My emotions are all out of whack
I can't seem to find,
My way back
To my first Love
Who reigns above…
All these desires
Burning inside
I try to believe
And confide...
that the Lord will provide
I need Him to guide me
Down this trodden path
To keep me from
Suffering God's wrath…
Impatient and refused
Of the one thing I crave
A husband; a family
Before I reach the grave
Someday You say,
You promise me a mate
But today is not the date…
For You have chosen the appointed time
And Your will is always flawless
While mine leaves a gruesome mess…
And You're so understanding
When I whine
You never fail to hear
When I'm dying to be near him…
The one that I adore
And when I focus just a little more
On the beauty of his face
My reason escapes
Through the door
And suddenly my faith has been misplaced…
Oh why must I get so caught up
In the disadvantages of being alone
With the gift of singleness overthrown
When I fail to see
The awesome ways You protect me…
And the one desired prize…
the fulfillment that You alone can improvise
If I'd only look towards the cross
And gaze into Your eyes…
I'd realize…
That in the end, nothing will exceed
The fact that You are all I really need…
This is beatiful. I did the same thing, Told God OK il wait, months later he gave me my wonderful husband who I know write bout being in total love with. Keep your focus and God will honor you and give you your hearts desire.