I woke up at 7 and got ready for school
Stared hours in the mirror to make sure I looked cool
I grabbed my books and homework too
Drove my car the only path I knew
I checked in the mirror again before I locked the car
Walked briskly to my class, because it was far
Held my head down the whole way to avoid the stares
Strolled into the room, and went for the isolated chairs
Sighed with relief as I made it without having to speak
Passed all the social groups, yearning to peek
But I walked on… and went to lunch alone
I lit up a joint, and smoked 'til I was blown
Looked at my watch, it was time to go again
I reluctantly returned to school until its end
Daydreamed in class what other people thought of me
If they even knew I existed… I wish there was somewhere else I could be
I kept to myself as I avoided being sociable
Pushed through the crowds as if I were invisible
Spent my night watching TV while hoping for a call
Even though I knew it would never happen, at all
I went to bed early and fought the same loneliness again
Missing my old life when I once had a friend
Turned over my pillow because it was damp
Finally fell asleep without turning off my lamp
I woke up at 7 and I got ready for school
And stared hours in the mirror to make sure I looked cool.
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i know exactly how you feel. reading that almost made me want to cry...it captured every feeling i had during high school.
I liked that one...I can relate to most of it too...I don't like that feeling...
Hi Naomi, I like your poem, "loneliness" very much. And you are certainly lovely, this poem can't be about you(?). : ) You express yourself very well and I am looking forward to read more of your poems. John