Its closing in
Getting here, ready to arrive
Setting in , ready to thrive
What it is I cant say
If you don't know tough shit go away
I don't like myself sometimes
Sometimes I want to leave
But I have to be with myself
I have no choice, that's how it is
What can ya do, life sucks
Whining doesn't make it better
Its just fun to make others worse
If I feel this way , fuck you
Join me , feel my emotions
With every breathe I make
Move I make, thought I feel
It all just seems unreal
A mirage, so unthinkable
I am not free , im a prisoner of my emotions
They wont go away, never will they leave
Visiting me every waking moment
Every time I blink
Everyone seems to fear death,
Not me I welcome it,
Does that make me bad,
If it does o well, what can I say
With every breathe I make
Move I make, thought I feel
It all just seems unreal
A mirage, so unthinkable
I am not free , im a prisoner of my emotions
They wont go away, never will they leave
Visiting me every waking moment
Every time I blink
Somehow I seem to go on living
Suicide is not an option for me
Life sucks, sure it does
Suicide wont make matters better
It would just make me a selfish bitch
An asshole, even more useless than I am now
I will wait it out, no hurry
Death will come soon enough
Just try not to realize that everything is tough
With every breathe I make
Move I make, thought I feel
It all just seems unreal
A mirage, so unthinkable
I am not free , im a prisoner of my emotions
They wont go away, never will they leave
Visiting me every waking moment
Every time I blink
Your poems are more like songs.. are they songs?
They remind me a bit of nirvana.
I'd like to hear them as songs.