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♥~Random Thoughtz N The Rain~♥

I'm sitting outside by myself relaxing;surrounded by treez listening 2 the soundz of raindropz,

fallen beautifully beside me!Thinkin bout you & me..

wondering if God sent you 2 me representing yourself as the man of my dreamz?!

As the cool breeze drift softly through my hot skin.

I'm sipping on my joose temporary washing the demonz of my different painful experiencez away!

Hoping they remain distant memoriez...

I know itz self medicating my depression not solving anything.

I ain't perfect & only the man upstairz can judge me!

Until then i'm just trying escape the harsh reality of my misery,If only 4 a second.

Hopefully i can close my eyez & wakened 2 the nightmarez being put 2 an end..

I'm trying very hard 2 rescue faith from doubt;

but it ain't easy Trying close my woundz & heal the broken piecez of my heart..

I'm tired of being drenched in mental anguish!

I don't regret this roller coaster called life...

I'm just Trying make minez right.

I'm tired of the constant fight 2 find myself through all this darknezz;Looking up at the starz lighting the sky!

Wishing & praying that this fear of dieing unaccomplished;takez a flight pass me & let me breath...

Life should never be wasted or taking 4 granted;& minez feelz as if itz flying pass like a lonely bird trying survive.

I'm just taken it one day outtah time hoping;before i die i become the person i've fought so hard 2 be!& receive the shit i'v prayed 2 God 4..

I just want 2 be relived of these harsh memoriez & be free 2 be happy,like i alwayz wanted 2 be..