Heaven aint close
and hell is far nearer
im wishing as always
that I could see clearer.
Into what will happen
what will come of me
the blood is still drying
where do I want to be.
I dont want to be here
but do I have the faith
that there is something out there
to wait and embrace.
Can I just leap blindly
and forget this all
if I know that I could
then the pain would seem small.
And I would leave everything
id leave it behind
but where would it take me
and what would I find.
uhm I can hazrd to guess
pain
tears
blood
gore
sex?
misrable thoguths
and uncured desires
love you babe
ash
Much Love
Ashley