I have to find a middle ground
for all these feelings drowning me
and revelations, wish that I didnt know
why cant this all just let me be.
But if I cared it matteres not
for the pain I could inflict
it doesnt matter now I guess
if we did really click.
And im left so defenceless now
and feeling like a fool
because I know you lied to me
and used me like a tool.
its ok
I don't really like the wording tho
ash
and I think we should both just stop talkign to both sides of parties
Much Love
Ashley