Sitting in the darkness
my breath not escaping me
still...
as you walk down the stairs
and out of the house
darkened and untouched
seemingly empty.
I watch you get into your car
from the rain splattered window
my eyes full with tears
that I can't let myself cry
I love you so much
and i want you to stay here
forever by my side.
Rubber to cement connecting
friction makes smoke rise into the air
imagine the smell though it's far away
your car hugs the corner
and then hides from my sight
leaving me here alone
leaving me to ponder.
Shaking my head half regretting
I turn to myself on the bed
a mass of blood and hair tangled
not breathing nor blinking
and I walk to her my hand on her's
saying "why did you mess everything up,
he killed you because he loved you."
Her eyes only stare back uncomprehending.
not its a bit better witht the one before it
ash
Much Love
Ashley
i don't like it
its not worded well
and its really hard to understand
sorry
ash
Much Love
Ashley