Why can I never stay away
when i've seen this end before
everytime I turn away
I end up back for more.
This pain is my addiction
I don't recall a single day
where I haven't felt bitter regret
in any other shap or way.
Why must I trust another
who only hurts me in the end
who can not claim to understand me
who only wants me as a friend.
This way is so abusing
I have no clue how I live on
when the things that I had then
when I wake up I find them gone.
Why must I care enough to try
that pain was never your intent
why is my heart still here left broken
in a way I never meant.
i love it, till the end, which kinda lost me
but i love you to the very last drop
and i feel ya
ash
Much Love
Ashley