Killing me slowly
my addiction-
not noticable from outside
not right away
but in my eyes
the first thing
that you can see.
The pain-
and nothing more
as my eyes are closed
and hidden-
ashamed of the tears
and of the thoughts
you just may see-
those that you will
never understand.
Unable to hide
the fatigue-
so tired of everything
of talking, explaining
even of breathing
as my heart still
pulsates in my chest
prolonges my dream
of an end to my
unhappiness,
prolonges my
release.
yeah i like it and all
but its so sad and you should not be so sad
you should be happy
like mittons, she's so happy she is lovin up the chair:P
ash
Much Love
Ashley