I'm sitting here against the wall
I want to fall
this is far from a first
though by far the worst
while I ponder my fears
over years
leaving me broken
they're still unspoken
I turn out my light
have no real need for sight
and I wonder what's true
in the things i've gone through
and what's all just a game
why I don't feel the same
as I stare at my posts
see my own private ghosts
of people long gone
killed by things they did wrong
I still sit in the cold
with my memories old
wanting to fall
to get away from it all.
i love it
its ard to read coz theflow is new
but i love it
Much Love
Ashley
nikki
two words for u....different and interesting. that is all i have to say.
Belinda