The Things I Wish I'd Told You.

The Good Things:



It's really hard to say all of this all at once. I love you.

I love everything about you and about the person that you made me while you were by my side.I love how you smiled for me when I was sad even if you were feeling even more so. I love how you challenged me to be the best even if I didn't think I could be. I love you for all the times that I would fall and want to give up but you never let me because that would mean me giving up on myself and that was something that you would never let me do. I love how you would gently kiss my forehead and say "I Love You" and how I could freely say that I loved you too without wondering if I was lying.

I Love You and I'll miss you everyday of my life.



The Bad Things:



It's even harder to say all of this. I Hate You.

I hate all the terrible things that you ever did to me. I hate how you lied about you, your life, about everything that made you the you that I had loved so much. I hate how you just said you couldn't do it anymore before you walked away and left me alone. I hate the person that I became when you left, alone and empty, not caring about anything because I had lost the most beautiful thing in my life, the love I had to give. I hate how you pretended not to see me and my pain even though you know you were the one that caused it.

I hate you and I will never forgive you for as long as I live.



I never told you any of these things and I know that it's to late now, you've moved on and so have I, we both live on, weathered from our past experiences and not knowing where our lives will lead us. I wish I had told you all of this before but I had neither the guts nor the heart to do so. I'm sorry that I didn't, and that I didn't try harder to make it work.

I miss you, I hate you, I love you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is not for 1 guy but is tiny pieces for many

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Brandon Ashe's picture

well this may be a double but i don't know if the other one went through
I hope i was in the good things but i was probally in the bad
i still like this one no matter were i am in it

Love Ya
Brandon

running_with_rabbits's picture

i'm sorry but it scared me
it was so big :( wimper

"I love how you would gently kiss my forehead and say "I Love You" and how I could freely say that I loved you too without wondering if I was lying."

that sis amazing and its making me sad(and you know y right?)

"I hate how you lied about you, your life, about everything that made you the you that I had loved so much"

i love that, its true too.

"I hate how you pretended not to see me and my pain even though you know you were the one that caused it."

wow i feel that too

(well the whole thing sounds like it came from my mind)

there is a thin line between love and hate and everyone gets to dance on it :)

i love this hun
and if you ever need me....or me to kill someone...or hurt them...or not....i am here! and so is reuben (he'll do anything i tell him to)jk

nice job hun

love
ashley


Much Love

Ashley