Everyday that I think back
to who I used to be
never wanted anything but happiness
that I knew I'd find somehow.
Things were so simple
back in the day
well maybe they wearn't
but let's be honest
it's not like anybody cares anyway
their too concerned for themselves.
And when I look back
I see the little girl with curls
big eyes that took in everything
wishing on those stars so high
thought she would reach them one day
and I will...someday I will.
When I look in the mirror
tell me who do I see
tears flowing black down my cheeks
are what I see today.
All the time wonder where it's going
all the things that mean something to me
everyday
it's so far away.
Waste away in passing days again
my past down to nothing
but forgotten memories
Everybody's lost here
I can't figure out what I see.
Everyday I sit here
through these lonely hours
making up reasons to wait
and now everybody feels
they cna't remember a time
they made such mistakes.
see they were simple coz we didnt understand how ahrd they realy were
you are so sad nikki
it worries me love
ash
Much Love
Ashley
hello
well i know what that feeling is like nikki, wondering what happend from tat little girl till now...wonerdering what i did to make the happiness go away, no matter how much i think..the tears are my best friend because they feel my pain, yet why can the person who caused the tears see it? when its writtne in my eyes and face (and they clain they know me all too well...ha) but yeah...
Belinda