You see yourself in a shattered mirror
the distortion closer then the truth,
showing inside instead of out
the wreak that you were as a youth.
The shatter shows healed over scars
cannot be seen, but caused such pain,
circumstances uncontrolled
have left you not at all the same.
Screams of anguish fill your ears
you've locked it deep within your mind,
the gentle person you once were
someone today you can not find.
You live your life from day to day
forget the past for whats to come,
but still a prisoner of your pain
you find you can't trust anyone.
You can not love me for fear of loss
for fear i'll see your scars and run,
you worry I won't understand
that I am just like anyone.
But how I see you, you don't know
and it's to bad that you won't see,
you build walls up and shut me out
'till they come down you won't be free.
i would change 'someone today you can not find.' to ' is now someone you cannot find'
but that is just me
love ya always
Vicki
analyzing me again
i like it but i like this part best
"You live your life from day to day
forget the past for whats to come,
but still a prisoner of your pain
you find you can't trust anyone."
ash
Much Love
Ashley