sick woman

for how long did you 

 

actually believe you 

 

were pulling the wool 

 

over their eyes?

 

pretending to be me,

 

the lies, the betrayal to me,

 

playing, pretending to

 

care. you are sick.

 

i pity you. please 

 

do not ever speak to 

 

me again.

 

 

5:43 AM 7/7/2013 ©

 

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I dont even see how you could

I dont even see how you could be imitated. Seems to me you are one of a kind. 


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They were actually doing it

They were actually doing it by finding our small (very small...I mean so insignificantly small, you wouldn't believe it could be done), bits and pieces of what I was doing with my life through people I associated with, and then making phony relationships with other people pretending that they were 'close' to me, when they hadn't even spoken with me for years and even neglected to return friendly phone cals just to say hello. This reached a point where they were even calling places saying they were me. I had people from my job tell me I called when I didn't, and even a family member who said I called them and was rude. Believe me, I am not perfect, and at times, yes, I get as rude as someone will get with me at times, but I know when I do, and I usually am the first person to face it head on and make amends. The thing is, there is absolutely only one reason why people would want to do this to me, and it all boils down to jealousy. I'll tell you, healing woman, Now that I know who it was, I am trying very hard to let go of it...but this lasted for YEARS, and I doubt I want anyone like them in my life. When I originally developed an association with them, I was not thrilled about ever having a friendship...and I think that is what it is about. I am just glad that they are busted now. I will eventually let go and forgive...it is my nature, but I don't need people like that in my life. You have something to say to me, say it to my face and be man/woman enough to accept what I have to say in return. We are all entitled to speak our minds, but no one should EVER be forced to be anyone's 'friend'. Sometimes it is way enough just to tolerate...and I do plenty of that already. I will not be manipulated or bullied. Thanks for recognising my individuality. I admire yours as well ~peace~

 I think the legal term for it is 'gang stalking'. you can google it...there is a lot of information on it. some is true...some not...but YES...some true!!!A LOT true!

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...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "