I can't help to wonder why
My life is always out of context
The extremitys I go through to live to die
My world is full of bloody pages, hexed
I scream why is it like this, I can't say a word
I scream I want this, but it always just hurts
And now I see what I've done with this, it's now burnt
It's a paragraph out of context
I shoot the dice, they roll and burn, my pathway is set
But it begins to burn, and I run into the flames to get away from hell, the flames are what's there for me, that and the burnt flesh smell
I sometimes am happy and feel a little alright
But in the end I always die at night
And Sleep again just to wake up the next day
To see your tired, sick face, play by play
So I wonder what I wrote wrong
I wonder why I'm here
I'm loved by someone so dearly,
The pages out of context just write on and on
But my feelings just come more clearly
I read what I write and it's never enough, I express my feelings but they want my mouth shut, so seal them tight and shoosh me good nite and maybe it will write out again