In Love

I know I'll miss you when,

I can never love again,

The only heart that I can break,

Is my own now I am fake,



Distressed in despair again,

I will always just be a friend,

Nothing more, she can't pretend,

All I wait for now is when.



I am the person I abuse,

I am the person that I use,

No its not that I'm confused,

Its just that I'm in love with you.



Will you know me when I'm gone?

Nothings right, I'm always wrong,

Tears stop falling make me calm,

My heart keeps longing...and I keep on falling...



Now I know enough to say,

I'm the one who treats me this way,

On and on these thoughts today,

Heartache and pain's the price I pay,



I can't keep living, just to see nothing,

My love must be here for something?

I just want to stop breathing,

I just wish I could stop believing.



Its just this feeling that I get,

Just like when we first met,

I thought my heart was finally set,

But you still don't feel it yet.



I am the person I abuse,

I am the person that I use,

No its not that I'm confused,

Its just that I'm in love with you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one is about me and this girl I really liked. I would use the word love, thats how I really feel sometimes, but it seems to scare everyone so i'm just gonna use "really like" Anyways this is about me in doubt with myself, and feeling rejected again. I don't know how else to explain it...

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