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I do everything that I can,

Trying not to do wrong,

But cant help myself,

It has been so long,

Since i have slept,

It has been to soon,

Since i have wept,

I just need someone there,

To be there when i need,

To tell me that they care,

I dont know why I am up,

Staying up all night,

Thinking about the past,

Wondering if it was right,

I cant remember for my life,

What i did with my knife

I am filled with anger,

Now i just want to fight,

If you got a problem me,

I dont give a shit,

Just take a number,

And step in line,

It will be soon,

That my wrist will be slit,

Blood all over the floor,

On the door,

Dripping off the chair,

Who will walk in,

And find me there.

Reading this here,

Will probably explain a lot,

All about my plot,

Seeing how fucked up i am,

Will be a disappointment,

I know i've let you down,

Dont worry now,

I am burried under ground,

I've done everything i can,

Just not good enough,

Im not super man,

Life is just to fucking rough,

Now that this is done,

Just leave me alone,

And let me have some fun.

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Lauren B's picture

You could never let those down who tuly care about you. You'll never disappoint your friends. They'll always be there for you.