trying to think of life as
something better than
this now and forever stress ville
im trying to remember when
when all those times depleted
as i tried to make them real
i wanted friends and existance
i wanted to make them feel
yet its not all that i wanted
I chose for them to feel not me
I found that life is really
not all its cracked up to be
be glad that here you are
breathing, laughing, just here
be glad that youre not under
in the dirt and without fear
i wanted to escape existance
I wanted everything but
I wanted this whole life thing
but its hard to accept this slot
everyone around me
i know youre being true
im just having a time accepting
that forever, this is true?
forever might be a minnute
or just a moment thats come and past
forever might be this second
that you need to remember and last
i wish the world a substance
i wish the world some sort of strength
i wish this world have meaning
and have something to keep in length