......

Depression,
The worst most horrible nightmare
a person sees in real life.
Fighting day in, day out
but theres no escape.
You have sun shining through your window,
and all you can focus in on a window of pain
Pushing me
to all this crying, drinking, cutting
just to kill the pain

I dont wana hurt no more,
no i dont wana feel dispair.
Is like i loose a gulp of air
just tryina catch my next breath

I sit,
I pray,
myself i recollect.
I fall asleep,
just to greet another day
of pain.
So i pray,
I hold gods hand even
when i feel it slipping away..
I'm not letting you go
no,
not this time
im holding you tighter
i'm keeping you here
right by my side.

..and a year later, im sitting in my room,
laying, thinking, writing
of all the blessing i have,
so grateful.
Holding on to all the bad memories,
so just the good ones can feel more tasteful.
so for every day i have
lord im thankful.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

faith can get you through anything...

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Elfy's picture

Its really good, i like this.

Its really good, i like this. Its true, and full of lots of emotions that fill your heart and soul.
Keep writing, welcome btw :) and hope to see more from you. Ill keep my eyes open.


-Elfy*

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:)

Thank you! Really appreciate your comment** :)

Fitzgerald's picture

Great write. keep them coming

Great write. keep them coming

MyRandoMthoughtss's picture

THANK YOUU!!!** =)

THANK YOUU!!!** =)

thisisme789's picture

That's a pretty good poem =)

That's a pretty good poem =) and welcome to Postpoems.org !


<3

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:)

THANK YOU! <3