:Sigh: Up yet again from dreaming of u.
It doesnt seem fair not knowing what to do.
Wantin u here to love and hold.
Being alone is gettn so old.
Wish I had the balls to tell u how I feel.
Maybe ask for a shot to see if its real.
I will one day, although not soon enough.
Who knew sayn "I love you" would b so tough.
I hate not being able to get u outta my head.
Guess I'll jus deal and try to go back to bed.
Goodnight.
12/15/09