I pop the bottle open
I say hello to my little friends
I just want to feel the pain go away
I love you, I hate you
I just want to make through the day
Sometimes you're my best friend
You make me feel like I'm top of the world
Then there's times you're my worst enemy
I feel like my time is going to end
All I do is cry, I wish I could roll over and die
You're my lover
My addiction
I abuse you
My affliction
You take away the pain
You bring me pain
I know this too shall pass
But I don't know how long I can hold on
How long will this pain last
How long must my heart suffer
Will this misery ever be gone
never had an addiction of this sort,..but i guess other addictions are just the same, with the whole "I love you, I hate you" thing,....they always leave us torn,...but overall i liked this poem