Toast. toast was everywhere
interspersed sporadically with green
the low, somber kind that reminded me
of dead trees crying for another
chance to taste sunlight.
The beds are metal, music certainly not
fascimiles of smiles plastered on
every shadow cloaked face
that turn towards the ceiling during
the lonely nights begging for
a second attempt at fucking
up their tired lives.
I sleep all day, dream of sliding
into the corners of this broken highway
conversations of longing cut short
when the money runs out.
I clog my veins with fat and hate
turning into what I never dreamed I'd be
packing on the weight never meant to be bourne
by these afflicted bones and compressed spine
moaning for respite from the self-loathing
that got me here in the first place.
So we all wait for our day when
we can escape into the greedy clutches
of the doombringer, our punishment, our fate.
Time forever lost.
Jail is horrible. I feel ya.
Jail is horrible. I feel ya.