It's gone.
Finally, suddenly, it's gone.
The Demon that nested in my soul for so long...
Gone.
It's hard to belive.
I feel almost lonely without that voice in my head,
The snide remarks, the whispered threats,
But then I realise I'm not alone.
There's a new voice for me to listen to.
Hers.
Her face in my mind, her smile, her eyes.
I know she loves me,
I feel it.
I've never been loved before, not like this.
I smile and sigh for no reason.
I'm happy.
My God, I'm so happy!
She killed it, stone dead.
I realised a while ago,
I went for the knife,
But then I saw her face when she found out
And I didn't want it anymore.
I don't need it anymore.
I'm not hurt any more.
I've healed.
She healed me.
Now, see, i had a whole "April the Demon Killer" thing.. but.. i've decided not to embarrass myself.. lol. Ah, too late...
I love this poem. :) It makes me want to jump (even higher) for joy.
It makes me happy to see that you are happy. It's a great feeling :)
I love you sweetheart! <3