Here,
There,
Everywhere.
I see,
I seek,
I look,
I hope.
I hope for a yes,
But I fear of No.
I hope it works,
But I fear of denial.
I hope to accept,
But I fear of loss.
Adult crushes are no joke,
Adult crushes are real,
Adult crushes are just like any crush.
She lives near,
She lives life,
She lives perfect.
We have in common,
What others did not have.
We have in common topics,
For can be hours of fun.
But I fear rejection,
Truth,
"Can we be friends",
To ask,
I fear terror
Sadness
Hope.
I hope it can be true,
For happiness,
To see her soon,
To ask for coffee,
For a maybe;
But I hope most for Friendship.
I break my heart each day,
I care my heart for hope,
I treasure my heart as gold,
But I feel my heart is bronze.
I care,
I treasure,
I think,
I admire,
I adore,
I hope,
Of my Adult Crush.
9/25/2014
I know that experience, for
I know that experience, for sure!
Starward