Oh such a shame am I
With all my guilt and lies
I'm disgusting, a cheat, and a worm
To empty things I turn
To ease all this pain inside
To hold back the water in my eyes
I dont deserve You, Your comfort, Your solace
I only deserve the fire that was meant to consume us
I'm constantly messing up
And I'm not good enough
I shouldn't be going to the place above
But You allow me, with Your love
God, Your love gives such a thrill
To a lonely hurt lost girl
That doesn't think she amounts to much
But Your forgiveness gives her such a rush
She deserves to die and burn in hell
But you spare her and know someday she'll be well
There's such a mess up in her head
But You keep her alive and not dead
In the middle of pain, she finds the cure
The undeserving way that God loves her.