God Loves Her

Oh such a shame am I
With all my guilt and lies
I'm disgusting, a cheat, and a worm
To empty things I turn
To ease all this pain inside
To hold back the water in my eyes

I dont deserve You, Your comfort, Your solace
I only deserve the fire that was meant to consume us
I'm constantly messing up
And I'm not good enough
I shouldn't be going to the place above
But You allow me, with Your love

God, Your love gives such a thrill
To a lonely hurt lost girl
That doesn't think she amounts to much
But Your forgiveness gives her such a rush
She deserves to die and burn in hell
But you spare her and know someday she'll be well
There's such a mess up in her head
But You keep her alive and not dead
In the middle of pain, she finds the cure
The undeserving way that God loves her.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this last year when I was going through a lot of problems and depression.

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