I know this isn't just a whim,
though I don’t know what to do...
I just can't stop thinking of him,
when I should be thinking of you.
He's become quite a dear friend,
you have become my worst foe.
Many changes are sure to impend,
but what they are, I don’t know.
Looking back on days gone past,
the memories are far from great.
I always hoped that we would last,
but I know not to question fate.
Thinking of him gives me butterflies,
he brightens up my dreariest day!
I see my guilt reflect in your eyes,
still, these thoughts just won’t go away.
I turn to him when I need a friend,
for I've learned I can't turn to you.
How much longer can we pretend,
this love affair of ours, is true?
This is not the way I want it to be,
I still love you with all my heart.
But I know that you do not love me,
it’s obvious we’re growing apart.
I’m holding on, trying to be strong,
but I don’t think I can take any more.
You’ve hurt me, my dear, far too long,
for things to be the same as before.
The pain you gave me, I can’t erase,
for the wounds run so very deep.
I have all but fallen from grace,
and that price, for me, is too steep.
So if you care, dear, let it show,
start making a change today!
But if you don’t love me, let me go,
I just can’t keep living this way.....
By, A.M.R.
Wow that is a really awesome poem again it sounds alot like my life used to be but damn... great work. ~SARAH~