Gazing bleary eyed into the mirror
Hatred, anger and pain build up
As I see the thing I despise the most:
My reflection.
Once a happy, carefree girl
Now a suicidal, fucked up mess
Feeling so worthless, confused, rejected:
Unloved.
I close my eyes and draw a breath
Self-loathing thoughts filling my head
I raise my fist and throw it forward:
SMASH!
The glass shatters like my confidence
Into little pieces on the floor
Shards in my hands but I can't feel the pain:
I'm numb.
You really have an interesting way of expressing yourself. I like the flow and imagery quite a bit. Short and concise too. A lot of your work reaches me on a personal level. Very nice.