Desperately demanding space
Tranquil peace where I can place my head and rest
for a time
And drink in the rainbows and watch the young lovers hold hands
As i wriggle my feet in the hot sticky sand
The sea is calling with a gallant will
white foam horses galloping across the watery plains
like phantoms
He is there in my head, not moving out, cluttering my thoughts
angry words that were shouted and viciously I fought back
It is my nature you see
I am not looking at the lovers on the beach now
or the salty sea although it is magnificent
I am staring at a memory playing out behind my closed eyes
saline diamonds threaten to wet my cheeks
there is no greater loss
than that of a true friend
I know he is gone and everything has broken
The relationship was as fragile as china
Fragments remain to pierce my heart
Bittersweet memories that I cannot and do not wish to forget
Haunting me much as the phantom horses haunt the sea
Always moving away out of sight
A little bit too fast to clearly see
Just a grainy memory
Much like a faded photograph
Remains and I know I need to be strong
I learnt a lesson I played with fire and did not only burn my fingers I disfigured my soul
I hurt someone I loved
much like my guitar
broken strings dictate this song
never to be heard
but written for you.
I know I was wrong ....
"...saline diamonds..."
Wondrous tears image, magic ~ Stella
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