selectable delectable retractable always ameniable
never quarelsome, bothersome generally being someone
available conveyable just converted
betrayable retractable berated understated
angry sulky silent never violent
dreams that burst like acid bubbles in my head
Passions that hide like marbles that roll to hide
lost in configuarations we push into our minds
Lost aloof debauched reproached
anointed reinstated no longer hated
like a child but innocence plucked
desperate to amount to something
left waiting debating narrating finally creating.
I think I spent four years of my life, daily, in that state of mind . . . it was called college.
Starward