Subtlety a game you play so well
the touch of a spiders leg on dewy ground
insinuations breathed from minds opened eyes
the sound of laughter broken from sanitys demise
Surrender a game you played before
mind playing and taking score
a harsh rasp of once a soft exhale of light
darkness entered into you and conquered all that was right.
Tarnished all that was once burnished gold
heart sullied and mutated into scorn
beauty there for all to see
wrapped up in obstinance and carnality.
So I offer hand and glove and wrist and blood
I turn my face in hope that they will come
and rescue you from this place you trapped yourself
one place I cannot help
lost in yourself lost by yourself
inturn hate you don't deserve you are still you
You affect all that speak your name
make the insane smile and wish they remained
In a place close to where you used to dwell
a place called hope replaced by hell.
wow, just stunning
it reminded me of being in hospital, when people felt they didn't know me anymore, like this is what they would have said. Mental ilness is such a mystery.
Lauren x