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To my son that will never be
To my son that will never be.
I'm sorry i was blind and couldn't see.
I was lost and redemption came at too great a cost.
My attempts at finding you
only left my emotions black and blue.
And with my thoughts being scattered,
and my dreams being shattered.
I gave up hope. It was my only means to cope.
But your images are still clear.
As if your saying,"I'm still here."
Still, I don't believe that our paths will unite.
But if i'm blessed enough to have your presence and sight,
I promise i will do every thing right.
I really appreciate your intensity with words, your powerful way of getting right to the point. Your emotions are expressed in a very succint, almost vulnerable way, but with enough of an edge that it leaves the impression of a pretective wall that only the chosen few can enter in behind...I'm glad you chose to share this poem here...I hope the Lord allows you the healing joy of finding & knowing your son, in His perfect time. I hope you don't give up hope forever!"Faith is the substance of things hoped for..."(that's from the Bible.) I'll be praying for you both.
I look forward to reading more of your work! Keep it coming!
~Anastazia~