“And Yet I Smile!”
It’s amazing to me that I still wear a smile.
I thought I went the distance with you but you demanded an extra mile!
I thought I was helping by being your friend.
I didn’t anticipate the countless sacrifices that would have no end.
I thought that my loyalty would be all the consolation required.
I didn’t know that being compassionate would actually make me tired.
I reminisce on our relationship every once in a while.
You put me through a lot and yet I smile.
I know you’ve been through a lot so, I thought I’d sympathize.
Now I realize that in order to retain your respect I have to compromise.
I guess I put unrealistic expectations on you.
I should have expected little; then you would’ve come through.
I don’t mean to come down on you; it’s just sometimes life is unfair.
I was supportive of your ambitions but when the tables were turned you weren’t there.
It took some adapting but I caught on after a while.
Yes, we’ve been through a lot and yet I smile.
I used to think your incapability to be appreciative of me was just a phase.
I was sadly awakened to the reality after being let down in countless ways.
I know it may sound like I’m angry or upset.
Well I’m actually quite thankful; there’s nothing about our relationship that I regret.
I once had hope that you’d try to eventually reconcile.
That didn’t happen and yet I smile.
I smile because I’m grateful for the lessons you provided.
I’m glad that in spite of our misfortunes we’re still un-divided.
I hope to stay a part of your life and maybe one day even an inspiration.
I will not turn my back to you my heart is like an antique that is without depreciation.
I thank you for allowing me the opportunity to be influential and encourage to you to stay strong.
I am determined to see the good in you and recruit your smile along
Inspired by Mark Mosley
Bryant Mosley.
I think that this piece was wonderfully written. I like the range of emotion shown. It was a good balance of strength and vulnerability.